Try harder

Senyum manis,
Becanda kanan kiri… intinya, cheer up your self!
Tapi tetep aja ya, yang namanya bête ga bisa ilang gitu aja.
Bener-bener deh kayak jerawat, mau di gosok pake amplas no 1 pun
Ga bakal ilang!! Heheheheh… ( emangnya kayuuu ?!)

Akhirnya, memilih untuk tetap diam
Merasakan sepi dan bergelut melawan rasa marah.
Marah ?!
Ah engga lah ini bukan rasa marah…
Hanya kecewa.
Mana sanggup marah sama orang yang begitu melekat di hati?!
Rasa kecewa itu pun hanya sekedar lewat
Karena yang ada sekarang,
hanya ingin maafin dia,
hanya ingin peluk dia erat-erat.
… dan segala kecewa itu pun pasti ilang.
Cukuplah pelukan itu dibalas pelukan yang lebih hangat
And do you know what?!
Pelukan itu mampu menjadi penghiburan yang luar biasa
dan menguatkan hati .

kalau hati mampu bahagia,
rasanya segala masalah pun akan mampu teratasi.
Segala kekecewaan pun akan dengan mudah terhapuskan.

Hold Me Thrill Me Kiss Me - Gloria Estefan

Hold me, hold me
Never let me go until you've told me, told me
What I want to know and then just hold me, hold me
Make me tell you I'm in love with you

Thrill me, thrill me
Walk me down the lane where shadows will be, will be
Hiding lovers just the same as we'll be, we'll be
When you make me tell you I love you

They told me be sensible with your new love
Don't be fooled thinking this is the last you'll find
But they never stood in the dark with you love
When you take me in your arms and drive me slowly
Out of my mind

Kiss me, kiss me
And when you do I'll know that you will miss me, miss me
If we ever say I do, so kiss me, kiss me
Make me tell you I'm in love with you

Kiss me, Kiss me
And when you do I'll know that you will miss me, miss me
If we ever say I do, so kiss me, kiss me
Make me tell you I'm in love with you

Never, never, never let me go

the melody guy

here's for you...

Now and Forever - Carole King (Tradução)



it's such a beautiful song
i knew this song since 20 years ago
and still
it melt me away...

unspoken

bukan love at first sight...
juga bukan love at second sight.

it was just the sweet voice,
the sweet sound of his guitar,
playing the melody that melt me to the deep heart...
stole my soul away
and all the love songs I have ever heard.

a friend call it Serendipity
but I call it a blessing.
it's a such good thing to know
that there's someone
like you.

and you gave me this song...


Now And Forever
- carole king-

Now and forever, you are a part of me
And the memory cuts like a knife
Didn't we find the ecstasy, didn't we share the daylight
When you walked into my life

Now and forever, I'll remember
All the promises still unbroken
And think about all the words between us
That never needed to be spoken

We had a moment, just one moment
That will last beyond a dream, beyond a lifetime
We are the lucky ones
Some people never get to do all we got to do
Now and forever, I will always think of you

Didn't we come together, didn't we live together
Didn't we cry together
Didn't we play together, didn't we love together
And together we lit up the world

I miss the tears, I miss the laughter
I miss the day we met and all that followed after
Sometimes I wish I could always be with you
The way we used to do
Now and forever, I will always think of you
Now and forever, I will always be with you


thank you...
I will keep it just for me
and can't wait for another love song
where we can sing together again
with another heartbeat
another touch ...

I want you.

it doesn't happen to me everyday...
perasaan yang gak karuan kayak gini.

sekuat tenaga bikin benteng di sekeliling hati,
yakin dengan penuh percaya diri bahwa benteng yang tinggi itu
sangguuuuupppp jagain hati yang rapuh.
it's so easy to say move on...
and let go...

I have enough playing games with my mind
and stop all the feelings that killings my soul

it's hurting me, just to find out that
I can't stop my self from wanting

I can't make my self stop waiting.

I can't make my self stop thinking of so many things
which always be out of my reach...

my mind always search for it,
something that would never exist...
though i realize
no matter how hard I try
I can't make you love me.

and today,
this song came up
you sent me this song...
it lyrics are so us.

I can't believe that tears could rollings down my face.

the song is playing now,
...and I really really really want you.

I want to run to you
to hold you once...
just once.

then I promise
to let the feelings go,
as you want it to be.


I wan to give it all
by Air Supply

Here I am again
I've come to see you smile
I know you understand
I have to say again
It's only for a while

And still you're always here
Just waiting for my call
I wish I knew a way
To give more than I do
I want to give it all

It doesn't happen every day
But it happened to me once before
Those early years I threw away
Now I only have to hear your voice
To make me feel so sure
That your love is why
I want to give it all

Don't the minutes fly
And hours just seem so few
With days apart so long
It's hard to spend my time
When I'm so far from you

And still you're always here
Just waiting for my call
I wish I knew a way
To give more than I do
I want to give it all

It doesn't happen every day
But it happened to me once before
Those early years I threw away
Now I only have to hear your voice
To make me feel so sure
That your love is why
I want to give it all

I do,
want to hold you
once in my life.

Look What You've Done to Me !!!!

remembering someone out there...
someone who always share his morning with me
though it was just a small bite of his life...

he was my morning,
my noon
and my night...

he was there for a moment
he took me higher than I have ever been...
then,
he took me back
to the ground again...