kita banget.

ada lagu bagus nih...
layak didengarkan di saat lagi suntuk kerja

chord nya cari aja ya sendiri....

All My Only Dreams by The Wonders

Every night I pray
I'll have you here someday
I'll count the stars tonight
And hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could only have one wish
You'd be the girl whose lips I'd kiss
All my only dreams

And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request
Stay with me girl I confess
All my only dreams

Any waking hour it seems
I only have you in my dreams
So every night I'll pray
I'll have you here one day
I'll count the stars tonight
And hope with all my might
That when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request
Stay with me girl I confess
All my only dreams

ini lagi jaman-jaman kelas 3 SMA
kalo nyanyiin lagu ini pasti pake hati..
sekarang... apalagi!!!

bejan

dateng ke kawinan temen...
siang dan panas... lapar pula.
untung nya teman-teman ku yang datang bersamaku punya rasa lapar yang sama

grill fish...
es krim...

eh tau-tau ada sesosok wajah... (radius 6 meter dari tempat gue berdiri sambil makan grill fish)
...dan tersenyum!!!
waddduuuuuhhh... mati dah gue !!!
kok tiba-tiba tuh orang jalan ke arah gue pula ya sambil bawa piring dan makan...
rupanya si lora kolor ijo yang manggil !!!
bajingan tengik, kau lor !!!!!

imong dah cekikikan...
dan gue, MATI GAYA tentu saja !!!

..ngobrol dah, basa-basi, ngalor ngidul...
dan gue ga sanggup tuh natap mukanya.. (loraaaaa... bajingan !!!!)

then a few hours latter, he called me.
after several words of nothing
he said that he's going to marry his gf next year
..**@.#... !!!!!!

nyesel gue ketemu dia hari ini.
but then he told me about one special song
and he gave me this
... a song which always reminds him of maya


Viva Forever by Spice Girl

Do you still remember
How we used to be
Feeling together, believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya
We'd only just begun

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

[Chorus:]
Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one

Yes I still remember,
Every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I'd heard
Slipping through our fingers,
Like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

[Chorus]

Back where I belong now,
Was it just a dream
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold
And the secret's safe with me

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine

[Chorus x2]

bejan...
thank you.

to wait...

menunggu
adalah pekerjaan yang benar-benar mengesalkan !!!
ga di mana-mana deh... pasti gak ada orang yang mau di suruh nunggu.

tapi hari ini...
gue memutuskan untuk "menunggu", hehehehhe.... sampe takjub sendiri gue!
menunggu untuk tidak "walking pass through the line"...
menunggu dan belajar menerima kondisi, walaupun hal itu akan membuat gue nyesel
tapi gue bakal lebih nyesel lagi kalo gue nekat dan ga trima kondisi.

tau ga kenapa??
supaya chemistry itu tetap ada
and the flicker will always burn
karena kalo chemistry ilang... jangan harap deh kisah cinta akan tetap indah

bisa aja sih, ga usah pake acara nunggu-nunggu segala...
hajar ajaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... !!!!!
mumpung ada di depan mata, kenapa harus didiemin?
nunggu apa lagi?!
kesempatan kayak gini ga bakal datang dua kali... (emang iya sih...)

but if you want to grow old with the happy feeling,
which contents lots of joy and happiness... and love,
you must learn to wait.
walopun you got a lot of desires...
and you can't help your self from wanting,
and the one you love is right there... in front of you.

..don't be foolish and weak !!


I Can Wait Forever by Air Supply

When you say, I miss the things you do,
I just wanna get back close again to you.
But for now, your voice is near enough,
How I miss you, when I miss you, love.
And though,
All the days that pass me by so slow
All the emptiness inside me flows, all around,
And there's no way out
I'm just thinkin' so much of you,
There was never any doubt...

CHORUS
I can wait forever, if you say you'll be there, too
I can wait forever, if you will, I know it's worth it all
To spend my life alone with you.

When it looked, as though my life was wrong,
You took my love and gave it somewhere to belong
I'll be here, when hope is out of sight,
I just wish that I was next to you tonight, and oh
I'll be reachin' for you even though,
You'll be somewhere else, my love will go
like a bird, on it's way back home
I could never let you go, and I just want you to know...

CHORUS

Where are you know?
Alone, with the thoughts we share
Keep them strong somehow,
And you know, I'll always be there...

I can wait forever, if you say you'll be there, too
I can wait, forever if you will, I know it's worth it all
To spend my life alone...
I can wait forever, if you say you'll be there, too,
I can wait, forever if you will, I can wait forever or more...
I can wait forever...

so, if you want to spend your life dengan perasaan bahagia..
learn to wait
karena perasaan ini..layak untuk di tunggu.

when Love comes late in life

apakah cinta selalu datang terlambat??
when love comes late in life,
what would you do?

If I could put you in my heart, wrapped you in my self....
You would be my North, my South...
my East and my West...
my noon...
my midnight.
my talk... my song..

You were my joy in every spot
and my theme in every song...


Aku, dirimu dan dirinya by Kahitna

F A
Tak ada
Dm A# C
Yang harus kita sesali
F A
Semua indah
Dm A# C
Yang pernah kita alami

Gm Am
Meskipun terbatas
Dm
Dan tak mungkin
A# C
Terikat janji abadi

D A/C# Bm
Aku dirimu dirinya
A G F#m
Tak akan pernah mengerti
Em A
Tentang suratan
D A/C# Bm
Aku dirimu dirinya
A G F#m
Tak resah bila sadari
Em A D
Cinta takkan salah

A# Am Gm Dm
Andai waktu bisa kita putar kembali
A# Am Gm A
Jalinan cerita mungkin tak begini

D A/C# Bm
Aku dirimu dirinya
A G F#m
Tak akan pernah mengerti
Em A
Tentang suratan
D A/C# Bm
Aku dirimu dirinya
A G F#m
Tak resah bila sadari
Em A D
Cinta takkan salah

F A Dm A# 2x

Gm Am
Meskipun terbatas
Dm
Saling pandang
A# C
Dan tak akan lebih lagi

D A/C# Bm
Aku dirimu dirinya
A G F#m
Tak akan pernah mengerti
Em A
Tentang suratan
D A/C# Bm
Aku dirimu dirinya
A G F#m
Tak resah bila sadari
Em A
Cinta takkan salah

F C Dm C A# Am Gm C
F C Dm C A# Am Gm C

tentang suratan...

F C Dm C A# Am Gm C
F C Dm C A# Am Gm C

tak akan aku sesali cinta takkan salah

F A# F A#


try to denie.
..and walk through the broken path.
I can not say how I feel
It could melt my dreams.

dear Kafka...

.... I have learn many things
I have learned to wear many faces like a fixed portrait smile
I have learned to say goodbye

I want to be what I used to be
I want to relearn
how to laugh, for my laugh in the mirror

show me how to laugh...
because i used to laugh and smile
once... when i was like you

TRUST

The Cure

Capo on 2nd fret

	Bm	D	G	D
There's	no-one left in the w	orld that I can hol	d onto

There is really no-one left at all, there is only you

And if you leave me now, you leave all that we were undone

There is really no-one left, you are the only one

	F#m	G	D	Bm
And sti	ll the hardest p	art for you to put	your trust in me

	F#m	G	D	A
I love	you more than I	can say. Why won't	you just believe?

jatuh cinta berjuta rasanya....

Love is warm
Love is my wishing star
and my Love for you is one of seven wonders

lupa...kayak pernah denger kalimat itu dimana ya???

mmhhhh....
emang bener sih !!
maunya nempel sama HP.. diliat-liat kali aja ada sms
senyum-senyum ga waras tiap bayangin orangnya...
slalu kangen
padahal baru ketemu
padahal baru aja ngobrol
padahal baruuuuuu aja denger suaranya di telfon

malah...
sempet ngebayangin untuk melakukan hal-hal gila
yang ga umum deh... cuma pengen liat wajahnya bentaaaaaarr aja
ato pengen megang tangannya 10 meniiiiit aja
dan... pengen peluk walopun cuma setarikan nafas....

yang pasti...
kalo emang ni orang bener2 juga sayang sama kita
kita ga bakal takut
tampil apa adanya...
ga perlu takut dia bakal ninggalin kita hanya karena kelakuan kita yang ga normatif
atau dia akan nerima
walopun kita ga sempurna fisik

terkadang saat dia berbohong pun, kita ga akan bisa marah...
kita cuma sanggup tersenyum...
berharap dia ga bohong lagi next time.

...hihihihi
gila apa ya??
apakah bener jatuh cinta bikin kita jadi seeee... gitunya??!!
apapun itu...
tetep aja...jatuh cinta berjuta rasanya
selamat menikmati cinta
dalam berbagai macam rasa...


oya seperti biasa... ini ada lirik yang pas banget...

When You LOve Someone singing by Bryan Adams

When you love someone - you'll do anything
you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
when you love someone

you'll deny the truth - believe a lie
there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly
but your lonely nights - have just begun
when you love someone

when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside
and nothin' else can ever change your mind
when you want someone - when you need someone
when you love someone...

when you love someone - you'll sacrifice
you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice
you'd risk it all - no matter what may come
when you love someone... yeah
you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
when you love someone

and this song
is for the one yang lagi falling in love kayak ABG
hahahahahhahahah.....

..for old time sake

you : onlen gak?
MaYa : iya
MaYa : aku lagi bikin blog
you : yup yg bagus yah, jangan bikin sesak nafasku ini yah hehe
MaYa : hahahahahah ga janji deeeehhh
you : aduh may, nanti aku bisa mati lho
MaYa : mati gimana?
you : mati krn sedih
MaYa : sedih knp?????
you : kalo maya bikin blog yg menyakiti hatiku
MaYa : indah kok
MaYa : ga menyakiti kamu sedkitpun
you : asyik, maya memang baik banget
MaYa : aku yakin kamu pasti suka
MaYa : secara...kita sama2 penyuka GnR kan?
MaYa : lho apa ta?? ga nyambung...hahahahah

here's for you...

Patience by Guns N' Roses

Intro:

C G A D    C G A D
C G C Em   C G D D

C
Shed a tear cause I'm missing you
 G
I'm still allright to smile
A                            D
Girl I think about you every day now

C
Was a time when I wasn't sure
     G
But you set my mind at ease
A                               D
There is no doubt, you're in my heart now

C          G
Sad woman take it slow
     C               Em
It will work itself out fine
C              G               D
All we need is just a little patience

C          G
Sad sugar make it slow and
C              Em
It comes together fine
C              G               D
All we need is just a little patience

Sit here on the stairs
Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now
I'll wait dear

Sometimes I get so candescent
But I can't speed up the time
You know love, there's one more thing
To consider

Sad woman take it slow
And things will be just fine
You and I just use a little patience

Sad sugar take the time
Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I got what it takes to make it

D
We don't fake it
D
Ahh and never break it
D
Cause I can't take it

Solo
G    C
A little patience
G    C
Mhh Yeah

G
I've been walking the streets tonight
C
Just trying to get it right
G
It's hard to see with so many around
C
you know I don't like being stuck in a crowd
     G
And the streets don't change but maybe the name
C
I ain't got time for the game
     G
Cause I need you
               C
Yeah Yeah cause I need you
   G
Uh I need you
   D
Woh I need you
       G   C  G
Uhh this time

hahahahahaha...
semoga kamu ga keberatan ngeliatin tiap chord nya
dan pelajariiiii yaaaaaa !!!!!

dear anonymous...

hai hai hai...
comment kamu terlalu indah utk bersembunyi di dalam kotak nya itu
so please jangan marah ya
aku publish disini

...memang serba membingungkan, but love ..... sama seperti gulungan ombak yang siap menerkam apapun yang berada didepannya ..... tidak karang tidak pasir... susah untuk dibendung, susah untuk disangkal

i remember the day.... pada saat kami kembali bertemu.

i remember the day.... ketika gulungan ombak ini tidak tertahan lagi dan akhirnya kami mengungkapkan rasa itu..

rasa yang terus tersimpan didalam hati yang tidak pernah tersentuh oleh darah yang mengalir sekalipun

rasa yang akhirnya terbangunkan kembali dari mati suri oleh sebuah sapaan.... sapaan yang tidak pernah terbayangkan sebelumnya...

rasa yang akhirnya kita sama-sama menyadari tidak ada satu harapan pun yang akan bisa membuat jembatan yang akan menghubungkan rasa ini... terlalu jauh, terlalu indah.

i remember .... pada saat kami bertanya satu sama lain .... apakah rasa ini salah???

i remember when i kissed her on that day for the first time ... it was so honest, clean and softly ....

i remember ..... kami mengisi hari-hari setelahnya dengan kenangan dan kepahitan secara bersamaan....

i remember ...all the things

i remember u ...
(akankah gulungan ombak ini yang akhirnya juga menghapus jejak jejak kaki kami yang telah tercetak dengan indah diatas pasir putih??)

Grow old with you

may I ask you a question....???

do you believe that every one of us have a soulmate?
although I hardly knew what does it refers to, the meaning of soulmate.

I only knew that sometimes
a stranger that you meet could be your soulmate
people who sit beside you on the bus
or a person who stand behind you on a queue...
what else ?! many thing is possible.

or perhaps...
someone who shares the same interest with you...
someone who knows exactly the way you're thinking,
someone who understands you even when you don't say a thing...
the one who always keeping you in their mind...
and know exactly how to make you smile...

ga tau deh...
yang pasti ada satu rasa "happy" saat lu lagi bareng dia
ngobrolin segala macem... yang terkadang tanpa sadar obrolan itu bikin lu blushing ...
lu nikmatin obrolan bareng itu
dan tau-tau udah 3 jam aja ngebahas hal-hal yang ....
mungkin ga penting ya buat oranglaen tapi... justru manis untuk lu berdua.

mmmhhh....

gue rasa, perasaan seperti itu, the happy uncommon thing itu
boleh-boleh aja kok lu nikmatin di sela-sela hari yang membosankan...

enjoy it while you can...
till you drop, may be?!
or till you grow old...

hi...
wherever you are... this song is for you
I'm singing it right now...
hear it with your heart...

Grow Old With You singing by Adam Sandler

I wanna make you smile
Whenever you're sad
Carry you around
When your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is
Grow old with you.
I'll get you medicine
When your tummy aches
Build you a fire
When the furnace breaks
It could be so nice
Growing old with you.
I'll miss you
I'll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let you hold the remote control
Let me do the dishes
In our kitchen sink
Put you to bed
When you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who
Grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

do you know this song?

Earth Bound

... singing by Conner Reeves

You took me higher than I've ever been
Now that we're strangers, I've come down again
Back to the real world, back to the real world
Back to the ground
Not high above it, without your loving
Now I'm earthbound

Because your love it lifted me above it all
Without it, it's leaving me so far to fall
I hope you find what you're looking for
I never thought there could be anymore

But if you really have to go
You take the high, I'll take the low
But when you leave me don't you know
You leave me earthbound

You took me higher than I've ever been
Now that we're strangers, I've come down again
Back to the real world, back to the real world
Back to the ground
Not high above it, up where the love is
Now I'm earthbound

Because we used to say that we were far away
Because our love, it took us to another place
And it's so hard for me to face

But if you really have to go
You take the high, I'll take the low
But when you leave me don't you know
You leave me earthbound
If you really have to go
You take the high, I'll take the low
But when you leave me don't you know
You leave me earthbound

...dulu yaaa..perasaan gue,
this song was awsome!!!
taun '97 akhir SMA... mau masuk kuliah.

... banyak untold stories.

... to Forget

while I was sitting here yesterday and searched some words to write...
I had nothing to decide about "to change" my feelings...
I kept my fingers ran through the keyboard and wrote those blog.
... then a chat box showed-up, and it says:

... : kenapa lo OL terus akhir-akhir ini?
maya : emang kenapa?
... : tumben... pengen tau aja.
chat with blackberry? or PC ? or cellphone?
maya : cell phone.
... : that's all. Just asking...bye.

but I couldn't help my self from asking, 'though my mind told me not to!!

maya : how are you lately?
... : I'm fine, still alive... still having those accupuncture stuff
bye now... got to watch IBL on TV!!
maya : .... (shi*, ass**le, da*n....!!!!! )


why should i asked further ???!!!!
didn't I learn many things these whole years ?!
have I forgot how easily my heart can break ???!!!

I've failed to understand...
in 2 minutes I tried to fight back the tears... it was worthless for that kind of person!

I have to move my heart and walk away.
for all these times, I've blinded by a memory
Yes, my friend... the memory which has turned me to be a mourner !!!

hahahahahah....
cape deeeeehh..!!!!!

udah ah, gue ga mau inget lagi yang sedih-sedih.
eh tapi gue mau kasih tau satu lagu yang bagus...
lirik nya yang bagus...musik nya apa lagi!!!
tapi kalo mau tau musik nya kayak apa...
search aja sendiri yah...

So Not Over You singing by Simply Red

Don't know why I still slept on my side of the bed
The emptiness when you were gone kept ringing in my head
Told myself I really had to move along now
Stop regretting all the things I left unsaid, yeah yeah

So I tore up your letters
Took your picture off my wall
I deleted your number, it was too hard not to call
Felt a little better, told myself I'd be fine
Got to live for the good times up ahead, yeah yeah

* 'Cos everywhere I go
There's a love song that reminds me of you
And even though I knew I had to be strong
I was still not over you
'Cos I still believe and I could see how there's nothing left of you and me
That time is over
'Cos I'm so not over you

All my friends try to tell me better find somebody new
Why waste time being lonely when there's nothing left to lose'
Anything to get you out of my mind
I'm a fool if I thought I could forget
And I could not forget

[Repeat *]

Now I found a way to keep you there beside me
To where my love won't be denied
I can only hope to keep you there and guide me
There's no more need to hide from all this pain inside

[Repeat *]

So not over you
That time is over
'Cos I'm so not over you Not


hahahahahhahahah...
tuuuhhh kan...
I've told you...great lyric isn't it !!!

How about you?
Have you ever try hard to forget ... but keep remembering in the same time?!

Tell me...
Supaya gue tau, that I'm not the only one.

Remember

...How I Remember You...

i thought that sentence was only a poetic words that Michael Frank tried to say on his song.

but after 12 years..
it happened to me in many ways...and many times!
it was not easy for me to tell someone the way i feel 'bout them especially when i'm in love with them...

just a couple weeks ago,
i found this person on facebook...the one from my 10 years ago.
we've lost contact for 8 years, no phone calls at all...totally lost!
after pages of IM on my Yahoomessenger chat box, and 30 minutes on the phone...

akhirnya gue nyadar...
banyak hal yang tidak terselesaikan di masa lalu...sort of unfinished feelings in the past.

then..suddenly this song came up..

How I Remember You, singing by Michael Frank

I REMEMBER YOU

If it's true from the start
That the name of those we love
are written on our heart
And we search ‘til we find
In this jungle of confusion
something that reminds us
How we love each other

Then I think I've found the clue
Because I'm certain I remember you.

Through my window I see
How the seasons change like notes with instant harmony
But the love in our eyes
Is a endless summer, is a joy that magnifies
Each time we touch each other
And it feels like deja vu
As my heart reveals that I remember you

Day after day, I'm amazed how our love intensifies
In every way, it resembles forever /
Abandons us never

Like the sunlight that shines, like the fragrance of the rose
No single world defines
We are tuned to the sound
That displays creation that our life revolves around
That searching for each other
From a million hearts we choose
You remember me and I remember you

Day after day, I'm amazed how our love intensifies
In every way, it resembles forever /
Abandons us never

A chorus of sparrows in summer
That's how I remember you
The fire of maples in autumn
That's how I remember you
The silence of snowfall in winter,
That's how I remember you
A chorus of sparrows in summer
That's how I remember you
The fire of maples in autumn
That's how I remember you
The silence of snowfall in winter
That's how I remember you

...and yet,
i still keep my heart in a silence.