July 14, 2010

I want you.

it doesn't happen to me everyday...
perasaan yang gak karuan kayak gini.

sekuat tenaga bikin benteng di sekeliling hati,
yakin dengan penuh percaya diri bahwa benteng yang tinggi itu
sangguuuuupppp jagain hati yang rapuh.
it's so easy to say move on...
and let go...

I have enough playing games with my mind
and stop all the feelings that killings my soul

it's hurting me, just to find out that
I can't stop my self from wanting

I can't make my self stop waiting.

I can't make my self stop thinking of so many things
which always be out of my reach...

my mind always search for it,
something that would never exist...
though i realize
no matter how hard I try
I can't make you love me.

and today,
this song came up
you sent me this song...
it lyrics are so us.

I can't believe that tears could rollings down my face.

the song is playing now,
...and I really really really want you.

I want to run to you
to hold you once...
just once.

then I promise
to let the feelings go,
as you want it to be.


I wan to give it all
by Air Supply

Here I am again
I've come to see you smile
I know you understand
I have to say again
It's only for a while

And still you're always here
Just waiting for my call
I wish I knew a way
To give more than I do
I want to give it all

It doesn't happen every day
But it happened to me once before
Those early years I threw away
Now I only have to hear your voice
To make me feel so sure
That your love is why
I want to give it all

Don't the minutes fly
And hours just seem so few
With days apart so long
It's hard to spend my time
When I'm so far from you

And still you're always here
Just waiting for my call
I wish I knew a way
To give more than I do
I want to give it all

It doesn't happen every day
But it happened to me once before
Those early years I threw away
Now I only have to hear your voice
To make me feel so sure
That your love is why
I want to give it all


I do,
want to hold you
once in my life.

3 comments:

  1. Trust your heart will recovery ... take a breath and just imagine the good things happened between you and the untouchable man ... release all your expectations and dreams ... Finally keep smiling will make you happy even you dont know for what the reason ...

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  2. Babe...
    Just follow till it reaches the limit.
    Your heart will tell you what to do..
    .....

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  3. cinta tuh ga pernah salah ...mau perasaan nya ato pun orang yg ngerasain plus ngejalanin nya ....cuma yg sering salah tuh cara dan penuturan tingkah nya ....perkeliruan sebuah refleksi....dont hate the player games , hate the player ....love is dark but cant horny in the dark ......pissss ah
    ( ikiut mejeng dua kejap )

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