beyond your smile

grup band STYX pernah bilang gini ma gue,

"it takes love to make love
you can't hide behind your broken heart
it takes love to make love
let the light of another lover shine on you.."

setelah denger mereka bilang gitu, gue jadi yakin kalo gue harus belajar senyum lagi..
jadi segala kerapuhan ituuuu cukup dalam hati aja.
siapa juga kan, yang mau menyangga hati kita yang rapuh kalo bukan diri kita sendiri?

even harus nyebrang lautan, nyebrangin langit...
untuk nyariin or nemuin orang yang bisa bikin kita senyum lagi,
tapi tetep aja... no one is completely on your side..!!!! catet itu.
karena gimanapun juga, selalu ada gap diantara kita dengan siapapun

great expectation syndrome...
semakin kita terlalu ngarepin seseorang...
semakin kita terlalu ngarepin sesuatu untuk terjadi...
careful dear... you may get hurt.

Anything For You by Gloria Estefan

Anything for you
Though you're not here
Since you said we're through
It seems like years
Time keeps draggin on and on
And forever's been and gone
Still I can't figure what went wrong

And I'd do anything for you
I'll play your game
You've hurt me through and through
But you can have your way
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though you'll never see me cryin'
You know inside I feel like dying

I'd still do anything for you
In spite of it all
I've learned so much from you
You made me strong
Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
I hope you find somone to please you
Somone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

And I'd do anything for you
I'll give you up
If that's what I should do
To make you happy
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though inside I feel like dying
You know you'll never see me crying

Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

Don't wanna say goodbye..

Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
I hope you find somone to please you
Somone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

I will do anything for you

...walopun dia ga pernah ada di samping kita
ga brarti kita ga boleh ngarepin.
hanya aja...
jangan sampe harapan itu melebihi kekuatan hati kita.