turn back the time

kemaren adalah hari ulang taun gue...
and after several hours chatting with someone...then i realize that
udah lama banget gue melupakan perasaan itu.

feelings that could melt your soul
kind of feelings yang sering bikin gue blingsatan salting ga jelas
bikin gue senyam senyum sendiri kayak orang ga waras
dan tiap lagu yang gue denger bisa menampilkan wajahnya di pelupuk mata ini...halah..
dan tentunya...
kind of feelings yang selalu bikin gue patah hati juga!!

tapi kok gue ga kapok ya?
seolah lupa bahwa gue pernah melewati rasa-rasa seperti ini???

kembali membiarkan pikiran dan hati ga kompak...
kembali membiarkan debar-debar itu menguasai seluruh panca indera
dan...membiarkan diri terlepas ke dalam lingkaran tanpa ujung...

Hold On My Heart by Phil Collins

Hold on my heart
just hold on to that feeling
we both know we've been here before
we both know what can happen

Hold on my heart
cos I'm looking over you shoulder
please don't rush in this time
don't show her how you feel

Hold on my heart
throw me a lifeline
I'll keep a place for you
somewhere deep inside

Hold on my heart
please tell her to be patient
cos there has never been a time
that I wanted something more

If I can recall this feeling
and I know there's a chance
oh I will be there
yes I will be there
be there for you
whenever you want me to
whenever you call I will be there
Yes I will be there

Hold on my heart
don't let her see you crying
no matter where I go
she'll always be with me

Hold on my heart
just hold on to that feeling
we both know we've been here before
we both know what can happen
So hold on my heart

gue dah terlanjur...
membiarkan hati gue lepas kendali lagi...
gue dah terlanjur membiarkan pikiran gue membawa lu lagi
masuk ke dalam hati...

tanpa gue sempat inget
hati gue ini udah ga utuh lagi
sejak terakhir lu pergi dari situ dan ngebiarin hati gue retak...tak terpulihkan.