can't take this, charl...

I wish i could say to you..
"... Don’t turn away from me! "
would you look into my eyes...

all is gone
all my world is just blur in white


all questions are spinning in my head...
asking why have you given up on me?
You did that so easily...

... but to me it was so difficult.

From the very start...
We had a love that shouldn’t have been started
a love that shouldn't have grown...

My tears are mixed with wishes...
and it hurts to know
that I can’t put more of myself into you

I shout to my self...
wishing for you...
that you would never disappear from my life
don't you know that you are my light ?

If you leave...
don’t forget that it will all disappear...



I smile whenever I think of you,
though it becomes so hard on me

I cry whenever I think of you
and now...


I’m scared of everything.