in silence...

pernah merencanakan untuk jatuh cinta ?!

hahahahahhaha.... nah lho !!
apakah jatuh cinta itu bisa di jadikan suatu rencana?!
atau...
it's just happenend ?!

I was in love, once...
and it was out of my plans.
never cross in my mind,
ga pernah nyangka juga that i will fell soooooo... damn deep !!!

it was just another friendship that i made...
gue kan suka banget punya temen baruuu... apalagi yang 'klik banget.

at first...
it was just common talks, all in general...
ngobrol apa aja nyambung.
dan dia bukan tipe yang "sok nyambung-nyambungin"
emang dia begitu pintar !!! hahahah

yep yep yepppp...
smart guy is what i like most !!!
dan tanpa sadar
he was already occupied my mind.

gue ga rencana ...
ga ada sedikitpun niat...
tapi
he was there
becoming my mornings
my noons...
my nights.

and he came to my heart in silence.

i was never expecting him to fill my empty space.
i was never expecting,
that he would be the one who could bring back my smile...
he used to greet my soul with just mere words.
for a moment,
i really really thought that i could fly!


and...
when i got back to the ground
i found that
he was just a dream.
a sweet reality which never be mine.


i could only watched him from a distance
tried hard to hold the feelings.
tried hard to face the time
while my heart was so painfully forgetting him...

smakin mencoba untuk lupa, malah semakin menyakitkan...

love takes time to heal...
when you're hurting too much.